Friday, August 31, 2012 1:02 am
Well I don't think you read my blog. I mean I've never mentioned anything on this to you before. And I don't think you'll actually google "archobyz" out of curiosity after that Skype session. You probably don't even remember that chat. Anyways, I know I did say that I just want to have fun and I'm not looking for anything serious at the moment. But time has passed and right now, I don't really feel that way anymore. While I'm still not sure if I actually wanted a full-blown "real" relationship with all the titles and whatnots at the moment, I don't think I can handle being in a somewhat 3-way mega complicated situation. I just don't have what it takes to be in that position. And I shouldn't compromise my happiness and well-being by taking part in something that may eventually leave me in pieces. Your actions for the past few weeks sort of showed that it's unlikely we feel the same way now so I guess I have no choice but to wait till we have a chance to talk things through properly. So for now, I shall continue to not make contact. If you care enough, you'll make the first move (again).
186^arch♥byz
Tuesday, August 28, 2012 5:28 pm
i'm not a player. i didn't do anything wrong to you. just don't leave me hanging like this. you were the one who wanted this in the first place and now you've disappeared without a word.
i don't deserve to be treated this way.
186^arch♥byz
Saturday, August 11, 2012 11:17 pm
You told me you give a shit
And because of that, I decided to give a shit too even though it was against my conscience
But your actions are not reflective of your words
And that hurts especially when I am in no position to question you
So now I will withdraw from this until I know exactly where I stand in your life
186^arch♥byz
Sunday, August 05, 2012 12:19 am
I am now you, and he is me.
I am becoming (or already am) her, and she will, sooner or later be me.
186^arch♥byz