Monday, September 26, 2011 12:14 am
most of the time, the things i write here are directed back to myself. i actually find it quite therapeutic talking to myself thru this blog. but lately, more like for the past year, the inconvenience of not having quick access to the internet 24/7 on my laptop and the lack of "real" alone time for me to pause and gather my thoughts into a post have made this more of a chore than a channel to express myself. it also sucks that i kinda feel a bit self-conscious about the things i put in here; in other words, i can't actually say what i want to avoid confrontations.
i'm still figuring out a way to get around this. till then, i'm still on my leave of absence.
186^arch♥byz