girl : my mum gave me money dy.. can go and change dy.. boy : oh okay.. how much your mum gave you? girl : 4k boy : 4k?????!!! girl : ya.. why ah? boy : my mum gave me 3k.. for my 6 months there.. and your mum gave you 4k for 2 weeks there... damn! life is so unfair man!!! girl : *lol*
boy : ya you called.. why ah? girl : oh i got something to tell you! boy : what you wanna tell me? girl : my dad is CRAZY!!! boy : why? girl : guess how much he's giving me boy : 1.2 million girl : close.. somewhere there.. boy : huh? crazy ah? hm.... xxk? girl : yah boy : WHAT IS THIS MAN!!!! girl : but including air ticket lah boy : yeah.. how much is ur air ticket girl : 4k boy : yah.. minus 4k.. then plus ur mum's 4k... still xxk!! girl : hahahaha yeah.. boy : i don't want to talk to you already...
186^arch♥byz
anti-previous post
Tuesday, September 08, 2009 11:45 pm
186^arch♥byz
the other side of the line
Wednesday, September 02, 2009 11:33 pm
it wasnt supposed to end like this. i wasnt supposed to leave without a hug or even saying goodbye. or even one last look at you. but it did.
i know you will surely say that i was being unreasonable. not understanding. immature. but hey, that's if you look at it from your angle. i'd say it was justified.
u'd say you didnt do anything wrong and i have only myself to blame. i'd say, the fact that you did NOTHING at all, well, that was the best part.
u'd say you were busy, you had things to do. well, let me ask you this: is it impossible to do it after i leave? do you HAVE TO do it while i was there? was it so important that i had to stand at the side to wait for you to finish doing whatever it is you were doing?
by the way, just so you know, the whole point of me coming all the way down to sift through smelly guys and running kids to find you was to just spend 2 minutes telling you that i was going home, take care and good luck don't fall down on your next game. but did i actually had a chance to tell you that? uhm.. i dont think so.
so yes i do think i had the right to just walk off because i sure felt like i did not belong there at all. and why didnt i hang out with J they all? well, get this. because i have no fucking idea who they are and they sure have no fucking idea who i am. why can't i just go and talk to them and join them? well, because you, no wait, I do not just walk up to a bunch of ppl (and only one of them who have a faint idea of who the hell i am), introduce myself as someone's girlfriend and just "hang out" with them like normal friends who has known each other for donkey years and share the same passion for cool sports. and why not? well because if you know me well enough, you wouldnt have to ask that question at all. are you saying that i'm an arrogant bitch? well, maybe. it's up to you what you wanna say about me, really. but i know what i do, and what i don't do. and i don't want to be under someone's shadow. you know who i'm talking about.
for you, it's family. for me, yeah it's family too, but YOUR family. and where do i stand? outside your little circle. yeah, the one which has another circle inside which says "Teammates Only" and outside it, "Persons related to hockey only like hockey friends whom I have known for ages". where do i stand again? why don't we do this simple comparison? where do i stand vs where did your other "friends" stand. see the difference? let's do another simple calculation. how many of your family members know your past "friends" and well, are friends with them? now how many of your family members know me, or well, doesnt give me that look when i'm at the changing area looking for you? see the difference?
so now you know where i stand? so now you know why i wasnt so keen on looking for you at the changing area? so now you know why i don't watch your game as frequently as i'd like to?
because i feel like an outcast whenever i'm at the ice rink.
