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mauboussin etoile beaute ring


tiffany diamonds by the yard bracelet


mulberry alexa bag


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Gemini relationships can be challenging for their partner. Mercurial Geminis have deeply intelligent, unpredictable and versatile personalities.

Like Still Waters, Gemini Emotions Run Deep
Geminis never leave you guessing what is going on with them. Their faces tell it all; their eyes are either glowing from a heartfelt joy, or darkened by unhappy and depressing feelings of anger or despair. There is seldom ever any gray area, and this fact can make the Gemini relationship a daily roller coaster ride.

As Geminis mature, they become more able to manage their turbulent emotions. Male Geminis are often less emotional in relationships than their female counterparts. However, never assume that a quiet or calm Gemini is content. Their kinetic brains are always at work coming up with ideas and solutions to achieve their ultimate success.

Gemini Relationships and the Concept of True Love
Because Gemini tends to be courageous and even a little foolhardy in nature, they do not fear plunging headlong into passionate love. Casting aside doubt and other obstacles, Geminis will love with all their heart and passion. They truly experience all the wonder and magic of true love because of their willingness and need to experience life to the fullest. To be loved by a Gemini is to be loved fully by your partner.

The Course of True Love Never Runs Smooth
Geminis are an air sign. They are wanderers, and as such they are always moving toward new and interesting parts of life. They will require a partner that is not insecure and will either tolerate or join them in their wanderings, both physical and mental.

If Geminis become bored and feel encumbered by a relationship, they will not have a moment's hesitation about ending the relationship in order to move on to a happier place. However, if the Gemini relationship is a source of support and happiness, there is no more passionately loyal partner than the sign of the twins.

It's Nothing Personal
If you are deeply sensitive, a Gemini relationship may be tough to live with. Geminis have a quick wit and a quicker tongue, and sometimes say things that are hurtful without meaning to do so. This is not intentional, as a Gemini would never calculate to hurt someone they care for. This tendency to speak without thinking can also cause them to make promises that they cannot make good on. Again, remember that Geminis are more apt to be unthinking than unfeeling.

As the partner in a Gemini relationship, there will be times when you may feel unimportant. This usually happens when a new situation or friend has entered the Gemini's life and they are intently exploring the new possibilities, appearing to have forgotten your existence. The best way to weather this situation is to enjoy the novelty with your Gemini partner, listen with interest to their observations, and most of all don't cling. This situation will pass as suddenly as it appeared. Bright Gemini will soon satisfy the curiosity and move on to wonder what you have been up to.

'Til Death Do Us Part
Once a Gemini finds "the one", they are loyal and trustworthy spouses. It is often a long-time friend that a Gemini chooses to settle down with. The need to be mentally stimulated and have an accepting partner makes being friends first the basis for a successful Gemini relationship.

Enthusiastic companions who will treat life as a wonderful journey are the ideal mates for a Gemini. They should value humor, because Geminis will never miss an opportunity to laugh. Partners that are observant and a little intuitive will also be appreciated. They should know when to disengage from an argument, and also be aware that sometimes a blue mood can be turned around quickly with some affection and a thoughtful gesture.

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ok. a less emo post since i'm finally feeling sane again (for the time being). i am getting it out of my system, okay? i need time. at least i have work and GYM (yes, i am going to the gym starting tmr :P) to keep me occupied this whole week. am planning a clubbing session this this friday with miss eva. and hopefully a karaoke session with yinng and gang either on sat/sun.



since the boyfriend has been telling me to "go out with your friends la" for i dunno how long, i am trying to rebuild or well, expand my social circle here since i only hang out with me, me, him, me, px, me, him, me, his friends, me and me. don't get me wrong. i am not a leech. i'm not lah! it's just that, ppl i normally hang out with are, well, not here. and sometimes it seems like it's against the law to go jalan jalan alone. or stone at home alone. humph. fine lor. don't complain when u can't find me >/



and the gym thing? to lose some flab. the first thing that greets me when i'm home, "you've put on weight. go lose some weight. fat already" bla bla bla. FINE LOR. anyway, i can't take it anymore now that my pants are tighter and my arms are flabby and my thighs look like they belong to the elephant. and the CHIN omg i tell you the freaking chin. sheesh.



further to that, i am on a bet. someone has to lose 3 times the amount i lose. more, you win. less, I WIN. muahahahaha. read my lips. I.WILL.WIN. you LOSER!



and oh, out of nowhere, i just have the urge to do another nape piercing. but then, i'm having long hair now so, what's the point? haha. maybe AFTER my bday. see how lah. yeay my birthday in 3 months' time :D



should i dye my hair? look very dead now. urgh i hate my hair.



ok need to pack. got work in the morning. arghhhhhhhhh

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i can't believe i just did that. i seriously cannot believe what i just freaking did.

it was as though i had dug through piles and piles of buried past without consent. it was as though i had violated someone's privacy. i had just went through a load of information which i am not supposed to know. behind someone's back. things which i had chosen to ignore in the first place. which i had chosen to not give a f-king damn about them. because i thought it didn't matter. because i thought it shouldn't matter. because i thought i was above it.

well, it really shouldn't matter anymore but right now at this moment, this f-king moment, the phrases and images from the past which were not meant to be viewed by me are going through my head and being imprinted in my memory. and no matter how hard i try to erase them, they just would not go away.

and now i'm drown by guilt. my whole body, from each strand of my hair to my toes, is filled with guilt. i went behind someone's back and did this utterly horrible thing. i have betrayed that person's trust. i should not have done it but i did. and i did it at this point in time.

it really REALLY should not matter anymore! because it was freaking in the freaking past and i am now living in the present and looking towards the future. what matters most is the NOW and the FUTURE, NOT THE F-KING PAST!!!!!!!!!i kept telling myself this but somehow, it doesn't seem to work. why??? WHY???? (i'm hyperventilating and my mind is gonna explode soon)

i want to come clean (directly) but i am just so afraid. i am so scared that it will ruin every single thing and leads to never-ending arguments. i am just so terrified to find out that person's reaction and perception of me from now on.

i am so disgusted with myself. yuck.

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GAH i stumbled upon something and i couldn't resist digging deeper and deeper to feed my curiousity it is now hazardous to my mental state because one part of me wants to continue on while the other just can't take it anymore.


fuck i think i'm gonna have nightmares later. sei mou...

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facebook should seriously ban me from stalking people i know. why? coz i am a damn good stalker you'd be surprised how much i know from the puzzle pieces i pick along the way. i may not be 100% accurate, but trust me, i DO know :). yes i think too much which then leads me to find out more to test my hypotheses. and no, no such thing as being too curious. only then you will have the urge to find out more, to learn more, to be surprised. and most of the time, to then share the info with other ppl to have a GOOD LAUGH XD

well, u can check with my ex-hommies on my stalking skills, if you're just dying to find out more. i bet no one is so lets move along now...

and so, i was browsing through facebook just now and i chanced upon something which bothered me for a bit. and being the typical me, thoughts of differing stands started to form in my mind and i was torn between choosing my heart and my mind. of course, me being me (again), i listened to my heart only to realise moments later that i was being too immature to look past the big picture and jumped straight to my own one-sided conclusion. but this only happened after i found out something else (which kinda eased my mind a bit) while going through someone's photos halfway (damn a lot of photos lah diu). so, in a more relaxed and "concisous" state, i thought it might be good to catch up on my old friends, see what's new in their life, bla bla bla..



and...

JENG JENG!!!!

guess who else is IN LURVE!! hahahahaha. i think it's safe to that this particular person do not read my blog (anymore) since this individual is busy keeping in touch with someone else at another side of the planet (well, if you do read my blog, u know i mean no harm :D) but anyway....... yeah, i was just clicking on some photos and JENG JENG!! saw something and went back to the main profile page and JENG JENG!! saw the status which confirmed the photos and JENG JENG!! saw the wall posts which further solidified the whole matter and JENG JENG!! some things never change, eh? LOL. yeah, some things just never change. like how smart i am in deciphering symbols and codes and what nots (when it does not concern me because apparently, i am DAMN DAMN BODOH when it comes to my own matter, to which i agree) HAHAHAHA.

well, looks like it's going well and they're having fun and are very happy so of course i'm happy for them. or else, it would be too long i tell you, too long. congratulations. but just try not to get urself burnt again. like how this writer is trying to. to become a better person. a better version.


an understanding one who do not simply throw tantrums for no reason and one who look at things from your perspective and know why you did what you did. at times when that person is not doing this, understand that she is trying her very best to fulfil this because sometimes, it just feels easier to give up on this uphill struggle. but she will not give up because she knows it is for the benefit of two person.





and she wants you to know that she felt the same way as you when she left the airport.

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i need to lose weight.

like, seriously.

damn.

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