Monday, January 26, 2009 11:15 pm
and it went something like this...
M: eh eh don't go first.. come here.. COME LAH... i wanna see something here...
N: what you wanna see..?
M: eh eh (point point) this one quite nice la... (move closer to have a better view)
N: ................
M: eh.. this one is *DOOOOONG!!*
N: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA damn bodoh lah you HAHAHAHAHAHA
M: HAHAHAHAHAHA (rubs forehead) yer... why you laugh at me? hahaha
186^arch♥byz
Sunday, January 25, 2009 1:27 am
even jolin tsai has a song on it, so i shall do the same...?
it's not that i don't. i do. i mean, it's a free world isn't it? everyone's entitled to their own freedom. their right to do whatever they deem fit. i don't want to be the puppet master because i don't ever want to be a puppet myself.
it's just that when it crosses the (invisible) line that i'm frustrated. because i am then being put in a position where i have to choose between accommodating to someone's "entitlement" and my own principles/feelings. the hardest part here is finding the right balance between both and sticking to it. of course it's great when it goes MY WAY but then again if it is by force, it is pointless.
because you don't want to have to
make it change for you.
you want it to change because it
wants to change for you.
186^arch♥byz
Sunday, January 11, 2009 9:34 pm
first off: HAPPY NEW YEAR!
just a bit of update from the last post in case you're wondering (is there anyone?) what i've been up to and what i'm doing right now.
for christmas, my family and i (ex dad) had a small getaway at colmar tropicale, bukit tinggi. nothing much has changed except that they've built 2 more big ass buildings ("castle" thing). as "nothing-to-do" as ever. christmas eve buffet dinner was good. had fun but yeah.. that's about it. then on christmas night, had church dinner at kajang as it was a yearly affair (read: boring).
then for new year, went down to Sg to visit the sister and niece (SHE'S NO LONGER A BABY *sobs*). didn't do much also except waste time and jalan jalan. bought a pair of onitsuka tiger shoes (FINALLY!!) and some baju for work. walked the whole of Sg in search for The Crumpler Bag but it was sold out. damn. luckily malaysia have 2 (now left one only haha).
i'm currently back at the KL office for good so no more waking up at 8am and reaching office at 915am and FREE PARKING and free internet usage $%^ but yeay to cheap food, good food, FOOOOOOOOD :) but traffic's gonna be a bitch. damn.
and so, it has been one heck of a week since the start of 2009. work work work. deadlines to rush. so many things to do from different people and different departments. add in hospitalisation and operation and 4 days/nights of damansara-kl-subang-damansara from 830am to 11pm and you get someone who didn't even get excited when friday came. and with no mood for shopping. SHOPPING!!! can you imagine???!!
what a way to start the year with. sigh.
186^arch♥byz