Friday, May 28, 2010 2:30 am
a random visit to a friend's blog made me realise that i am still in love with you, and not merely loving you. yes, i do get the butterflies-in-my-stomach feeling once in a while when i see you, which i guess you can probably tell by the look on my face. you know what i'm talking about.
can't wait for your return in approximately 12-15 hours' time :)
186^arch♥byz
2:20 am
wah my hair really quite long dy ah... so black and long.. so.. cina.... time for new colour?
186^arch♥byz
Monday, May 24, 2010 10:56 pm
it's so frustrating when you have so much to say but dont know where to start. and it's even more frustrating with you have so much to say but that person's not there. you just have to force yourself to bury it all in your heart and pretend that it'll just disappear into thin air as time goes by. sometimes i do wonder if i'm actually feeding a time-bomb inside me, one that's about to go off anytime soon especially under the current circumstances.
heard during dinner today.....
Did I disappoint you or let you down?Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.So I took what's mine by eternal right.Took your soul out into the night.It may be over but it won't stop there,I am here for you if you'd only care.You touched my heart you touched my soul.You changed my life and all my goals.And love is blind and that I knew when,My heart was blinded by you.I've kissed your lips and held your hand.Shared your dreams and shared your bed.I know you well, I know your smell.I've been addicted to you.[x2]Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.You have been the one.You have been the one for me.I am a dreamer and when I wake,You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.And as you move on, remember me,Remember us and all we used to beI've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.I've watched you sleeping for a while.I'd be the father of your child.I'd spend a lifetime with you.I know your fears and you know mine.We've had our doubts but now we're fine,And I love you, I swear that's true.I cannot live without you.[x2]Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.You have been the one.You have been the one for me.And I still hold your hand in mine.In mine when I'm asleep.And I will bare my soul in time,When I'm kneeling at your feet.Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.You have been the one.You have been the one for me.I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
186^arch♥byz
Sunday, May 23, 2010 11:41 pm
it may sound like i'm forcing you to choose either path, but i'm not.
i'm merely telling you the pros and cons of each option.
and reminding you along the way that i too, can choose my own path which may or may not involve you.
186^arch♥byz
Monday, May 17, 2010 12:34 am
hey love,
生日快樂
186^arch♥byz
12:26 am
my monday blues has official started. arghhhhhhhhh. another week of "omgosh when will it be 6??" but too bad this week it'll be "time, please PLEASE pass slowly... as slowly as you can" coz i have a gazillion things to finish up by this week. and those are real
deadlines
186^arch♥byz
Sunday, May 16, 2010 5:40 pm
it has indeed been a long long time since the last post. or well, since a proper post.. something something to that degree. anyways, yes, i have lost the motivation to write. there are many things to write about, from that trip to sweden/finland/czech republic, to that CFA exam, to CNY and my talkative niece, to being stuck in a rut especially at work. but i was just TOO damn lazy to do anything. yes, even uploading photos on facebook.
so here's a quick recap.. from Sep'09 to May'10..
JUNE IS ALMOST HERE!!!!!!!! :D
2 weeks trip to stockholm, helsinki and prague. can't wait to revisit prague. i can spend days just looking at those amazing architure
5-6 months of long distance, where the phone bill could buy me a nice bag #$%^ it's all my fault
karaoke session to celebrate new year LOL
bonuses all gone to bags, bills and what not in less than 3 months
the end of CFA level 1 exam... ta!
didnt even get to say goodbye to my still new sony vaio
same old boring CNY.. just like every year
can barely keep up with niece... she may talk better than you.. but still refuse to stay still for photos session
say hello to my Macbook Pro 13inch :))))))
the boy is finally back.... with a brand new ipod touch for me too!
the post about JEK
received an sms from JEK who was actually in the states with a new number! surprise surprise!!
can't.wait.to.quit. throw letter laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
all equipped for swimming session.. which has not started yet.. till now...
can't really quit now.. coz i'm bombarded with work.. and 5 ppl just resigned within a month O_o
ok, might quit soon since something new is coming :)))))))))
nah... here's my new chloe bag HOHOHO
186^arch♥byz