Sunday, November 30, 2008 10:35 pm
when you are sick, all you want to do is just curl up in bed with a lifesize "teddy".
unfortunately, wishes don't always come true.
hence, the substitute. and maybe a
butler too for all your n-e-e-d-s.
186^arch♥byz
10:31 pm
ok. i admit that i'm a lousy LOUSY friend. it's been more than a week i haven't feature her in my blog. i wanted to last week, but the photo just won't freaking load. gah. i am in serious need of a NEW laptop.
and so, this shall be the starter... with more to come, when i can properly upload the photos onto photobucket.
186^arch♥byz
Sunday, November 16, 2008 11:10 pm
i love you so much it scares me
186^arch♥byz
Friday, November 14, 2008 11:28 pm
Make her a flower in late December
When the sun is hot and shining on her
Write her a love song and play it all day long
To remind her of all that she is worth
Never never leave her
Take her on long drives for ice cream by sea sides
And give her your coat when she is cold
Tell her you miss her when you're close enough to kiss her
And that you'd walk a thousand miles to tell her so
But never never leave her
Take photographs of her on Brooklyn street in October
When her nervous smile is slightly curved
Some days when she is slightly down tell her it's okay to frown
It makes you just fall more in love with her
But never never leave her
:)
186^arch♥byz
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 9:44 pm
it was such a random incident. i was standing by the road side waiting for him and i saw you. i couldn't help but laugh out loud at this amusing encounter.
186^arch♥byz
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 11:12 pm
love is blind
186^arch♥byz
Friday, November 07, 2008 10:13 pm
there were a lot times i wanted to run away, for different reasons. but one of the major reasons which kind of shaped my thinking is this; something which i am stuck with for the rest of my life because i was not given the option to choose right from the start.
this shit has been in my life for as long as i can remember and it is still happening right up till now. i doubt it will ever stop. it will when one party turns into dust. and i have been putting up with this "situation" my whole life, keeping all my feelings and thoughts inside me, hiding it all in a little corner in my heart, trying to live a "normal" life.
and now, i do not give a damn anymore. whatever happens, it has nothing to do with me so long it does not interfere with my life right now. i am already an adult. i have the right to live my own life. i have the freedom to choose how i want to live my life.
no one knows my silent suffering, except You.
186^arch♥byz
Saturday, November 01, 2008 9:59 pm
my feeling towards you is slowly fading away... those memories which i've held on for so long are getting fainter as time goes by. it is time for me to let go and let it remain in the past, where it should be?
186^arch♥byz