Saturday, October 10, 2009 6:34 pm
i've been told i'm a spoiled child who takes things for granted.
i've been told i was a good girl until after i came back from abroad that i'm a rebel.
i've been told i'm a stranger.
i can't claim that i've seen the world but i don't think i'm wrong to say that i've seen enough to actually grow up and want to live my own life, make my own decision and have an opinion. and choose to distance myself from things i view as having a negative impact on me.
i'm tired of always being nice because that is not me. Just a part of me, but not the whole thing.
and it's so frustrating justifying myself to people who won't listen at all which explains why i'm so unhappy here.
am i wrong to have to this urge to leave?
186^arch♥byz