Friday, March 13, 2009 10:00 pm
facebook should seriously ban me from stalking people i know. why? coz i am a damn good stalker you'd be surprised how much i know from the puzzle pieces i pick along the way. i may not be 100% accurate, but trust me, i DO know :). yes i think too much which then leads me to find out more to test my hypotheses. and no, no such thing as being too curious. only then you will have the urge to find out more, to learn more, to be surprised. and most of the time, to then share the info with other ppl to have a GOOD LAUGH XD
well, u can check with my ex-hommies on my stalking skills, if you're just dying to find out more. i bet no one is so lets move along now...
and so, i was browsing through facebook just now and i chanced upon something which bothered me for a bit. and being the typical me, thoughts of differing stands started to form in my mind and i was torn between choosing my heart and my mind. of course, me being me (again), i listened to my heart only to realise moments later that i was being too immature to look past the big picture and jumped straight to my own one-sided conclusion. but this only happened after i found out something else (which kinda eased my mind a bit) while going through someone's photos halfway (damn a lot of photos lah diu). so, in a more relaxed and "concisous" state, i thought it might be good to catch up on my old friends, see what's new in their life, bla bla bla..
and...
JENG JENG!!!!
guess who else is IN LURVE!! hahahahaha. i think it's safe to that this particular person do not read my blog (anymore) since this individual is busy keeping in touch with someone else at another side of the planet (well, if you do read my blog, u know i mean no harm :D) but anyway....... yeah, i was just clicking on some photos and JENG JENG!! saw something and went back to the main profile page and JENG JENG!! saw the status which confirmed the photos and JENG JENG!! saw the wall posts which further solidified the whole matter and JENG JENG!! some things never change, eh? LOL. yeah, some things just never change. like how smart i am in deciphering symbols and codes and what nots (when it does not concern me because apparently, i am DAMN DAMN BODOH when it comes to my own matter, to which i agree) HAHAHAHA.
well, looks like it's going well and they're having fun and are very happy so of course i'm happy for them. or else, it would be too long i tell you, too long. congratulations. but just try not to get urself burnt again. like how this writer is trying to. to become a better person. a better version.
an understanding one who do not simply throw tantrums for no reason and one who look at things from your perspective and know why you did what you did. at times when that person is not doing this, understand that she is trying her very best to fulfil this because sometimes, it just feels easier to give up on this uphill struggle. but she will not give up because she knows it is for the benefit of two person.
and she wants you to know that she felt the same way as you when she left the airport.
186^arch♥byz
