Friday, December 12, 2008 11:35 pm
i was fuming but i chose to make it go away instead of lashing out at someone. it was so intense i was shaking and my mind was all over the place but i tried my very best to make it disappear.
i think it was the first time i was calming myself down, voluntarily without help.
am i turning over a new leaf?
is it by way of internal or external influence?
only time will tell.
186^arch♥byz