Sunday, December 21, 2008 11:58 pm
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
it was supposed to be a carefree day, to waste time and have fun but it turned out to be quite the opposite. instead, it was spoilt by the occasional mood swings, tensed moments and intentional silence. and all these were caused by misunderstanding. misinterpretation. misread of signs, words and gestures.
it was during one of those "i'm not talking to you" moment when i was woken up by the phrase above. i couldn't stop smiling at how it un-froze (is there such a word? nvm) me at just the right time. and also the fact that it was by miley cyrus, a budak kecik singing about puppy love. so tak tersangka. sigh.
it was the last part of the song which made me realise what a foolish day it has been, and how much trouble i'm in ;)
The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi’s
When we kiss I’m hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that’s both I’ll have to buy
Your hands in mine
When we’re intertwined, everything’s alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you
186^arch♥byz
Saturday, December 13, 2008 10:45 am
this conversation (or something like that) took place while X and Y were browsing through X's pictures.
X: this is when i was in uni.......... this is i think in 2004....... gah!!! don't see don't see.. damn ugly.... ah this one is in form 5...........
Y: wah you really put on a lot of weight ah..
X: .......................
Y: hmmm... you really put on a lot of weight.
X: (#$*%^@!)
so, now you know why i say i'm fat. i mean, now ppl should know why i say i'm fat. i wasn't. i am now. damn.
186^arch♥byz
Friday, December 12, 2008 11:35 pm
i was fuming but i chose to make it go away instead of lashing out at someone. it was so intense i was shaking and my mind was all over the place but i tried my very best to make it disappear.
i think it was the first time i was calming myself down, voluntarily without help.
am i turning over a new leaf?
is it by way of internal or external influence?
only time will tell.
186^arch♥byz
Thursday, December 11, 2008 2:12 pm

so this is a long overdue post... and i apologise for the delay. so sorry kay? cannot upload the photos onto photobucket. not to mention i DO NOT own a computer. seriously. anyway, we had bubble bath at my house, before heading out to The Apartment for dinner with the kajang bunch and then a concert at RedBox. :D mcdull ROCKS MY SOCKS!

and then

and then...

lol
baa baa rock star of the night..

hope you had a good 22nd birthday. i is laps you!!
186^arch♥byz