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3am chaos
Friday, November 07, 2008 10:13 pm

there were a lot times i wanted to run away, for different reasons. but one of the major reasons which kind of shaped my thinking is this; something which i am stuck with for the rest of my life because i was not given the option to choose right from the start.

this shit has been in my life for as long as i can remember and it is still happening right up till now. i doubt it will ever stop. it will when one party turns into dust. and i have been putting up with this "situation" my whole life, keeping all my feelings and thoughts inside me, hiding it all in a little corner in my heart, trying to live a "normal" life.

and now, i do not give a damn anymore. whatever happens, it has nothing to do with me so long it does not interfere with my life right now. i am already an adult. i have the right to live my own life. i have the freedom to choose how i want to live my life.




no one knows my silent suffering, except You.

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