Monday, May 05, 2008 6:00 pm
lack of sleep. depressing flashbacks. malaysian road construction. BOOM! car accident. almost.
my mind has been going back and forth and back and forth and back and forth, switching moods from one to another without pausing even for a second. it feels like the end of the world for a few hours and out of a sudden, i'm my normal self again. and 3 hours later i'm depressed again. the cycle repeats itself after every few hours. i feel like my mind's going to explode. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
emo chinese songs. especially the ones with lyrics that depict your current situation. the best way to trigger your fragile heart and let your sadness flows out like a waterfall. it draws out all the hidden feelings you didn't know you have, releasing the pressure so you can catch your breath, take a short rest, and then continue on with the struggle. until you finally pass out and die. or wake up and walk away, with the scars as reminder.
186^arch♥byz