Friday, December 14, 2007 10:09 pm
i'm sick of people asking me why didn't i look for a job in australia
i'm sick of people asking me why didn't i apply for pr
i'm sick of people asking me why didn't i stay back/why did i come back
i'm sick of people asking me when and where i want to work
i'm sick of people asking me what's my next move
i'm sick of people giving me opinions on what i should or should not do
for starters, i have no freaking idea what i'm doing next because
- i just, JUST received my result a week ago and realised i'm able to graduate
- i was freaking packing my ass off i have no time to think about any other things
- i need some time off from EVERYTHING; i need some mental detox if there's such thing
and coming back DOES NOT EQUAL staying here forever. who says i can't come home and be off to another place in 3 month's time?or maybe 2 years later? who sets the rule that states once you're back, you can't leave again?
so yes i don't freaking know whether i'll continue studying or i'll start looking for a job but i do know this, i need to erase everything and start out fresh. and at the moment, that's impossible because i feel suffocated
186^arch♥byz