Sunday, December 02, 2007 12:48 am
i just finished 8 episodes of season 3 of grey's anatomy. and i just started watching grey's (properly) for the first time since last saturday. and i've been watching at least 6 episodes per day since then. and i think the whole love thing is getting to me. i feel all emotional when the doctors have their issues, when the patients have their issues, when they get/feel hurt, when the patients die, when they all get emotional. i get emotional watching grey's anatomy. how did that happen? HOW? and why?
i guess it has something to do with the fact that i'm home alone. half my friends are gone. the person i want to see the most is not... see-able. i'm leaving melbourne in 10 days' time. and all i do is watch grey's anatomy all day long.
and i'm listening to my favourite chinese emo songs. and i'm being very random. right now. right here.
but all i want to know is, how do you know if you've fallen in love? how do you know if you've fallen in love with someone you barely know? how do you differentiate love with a simple crush? how did derek know that he has fallen in love with meredith after he gave his marriage a second chance? how did he know? how do you freaking know whether you're in love with someone or you just like them very much?
gosh i hate myself.
186^arch♥byz