Sunday, February 25, 2007 10:23 pm
just a few updates. got back my summer result. wasn't thrilled. a bit disappointed actually but nonetheless glad that it's still not too bad. third year subject, can't expect too much i guess.
"The O.C" has ended. watched the last 2 episodes back to back on tv the other day. i'm sad that it has ended but everyone has a happy ending, so it's fine with me. i gonna miss the casts and characters. i especially liked seth, summer and julie. and taylor although she can be very annoying at times. hopefully i can watch them on another show. people keep saying season 4 sucked but well, i like the tone of it. less dramatic, more of a comedy, more space for each character.
was thinking about something for the past week; something said and done. wanted to seek the truth but have decided to keep it ambiguous. didn't want to cause any unnecessary awkwardness for the moment unless there is another more solid sign.
sort of reconciled with an old friend before CNY. it's nice talking to her after so long. let bygones be bygones. it takes two to tango, so each side is responsible for what happened. and i've learnt to let go of the past and start putting effort in my relationships. i admit i was a selfish person so now i'm starting to be more friend-like, to let my guard down. but not just to anyone though. there are still people out there whom i'd like to spend less time with, because our personalities will simply just clash and there's nothing in common. really, and i need to protect myself from these parasites and say 'No'. without feeling guilty.
uni is starting tomorrow and i'm very happy to tell everyone i don't have to attend classes on monday. or tuesday. yeah.. i'm rubbing it in. 3 days a week, with monday and tuesday OFF. muahahaha.. hopefully that'll make it easier for me to find a job. i NEED extra money for unnecesary stuff such as clothes, shoes, movies and dinner with friends. i am going to buy a trench from
pilgrim. also, shopping spree in HK. can't wait. please hire me.
hooked on "Heroes". ok.. not THAT much but still... i'm watching it since "The O.C" has ended. now i'm watching "House", "Lost" and "Heroes" since "Studio 60" is off the air indefinitely right now. and probably on-and-off "Ugly Betty" on the tv.
weighed myself yday at charachelene's (hehehe) house. i lost 4kg. well, compared to the last time i weighed myself (illegally) at Big W. happy with the new figure (i mean number), but not content just yet. need to shed the
meat on my cheeks. ... areas which gave me my double chin. i'm only entitled to one. my name isn't
chin chin so no point having an extra. give me back my 2003 face! maybe i need stress from SPM. will self-induced stress eg kiasu-ism/freaking out for being single work? hah... crazy. but still, if u saw my(end of) 2003 face, u'll understand.
i wanna dye my hair brown. not dark/subtle brown. obvious brown, but not too extreme to be labelled as
ah lian. but then i don't wanna be the victim of the dreadful black roots-brown ends case. so how? maha-confuse. pros and cons... i wanna do the things i deemed extreme now, before i end up being part of the (we take things seriously) working force. gah.... -_-"
looking forward to start cooking when the mates are back. with my pineapple tarts, smuckers goober grape and homemade (something) chips. anything else? maybe my stabilo boss original highlighter.
186^arch♥byz
