Friday, December 29, 2006 5:43 pm
the most bizarre thing just happened today. i was added in friendster by someone who i grew up with, but 4 years younger than me. we used to play together in church but well, puberty came and we were worlds apart. still are, at the moment. curiousity got the better of me and i started viewing his friends list to check whether or not the others are using friendster. wow. too much info in a very short period of time. yes they are. and they're all teenagers now. not the kids whom i used to play with, the kids whom i used to fight with for food during sunday lunches. everyone has changed so much. SO MUCH. and all of a sudden i feel so old. i'm already in uni, and they're still having fun in highschool. and more involved in church than i ever was. good for them. may God bless them in their journey through life.
the thing is, since they can access my profile in friendster (i think, i'm not too sure) if they ever do, i'm in deep shit. why? coz of this blog. it's in my friendster profile. my level of self-consciousness skyrocketed and i was hit hard in the face by the fact that i may not be able to fully express myself here anymore. coz you know, if someone in church knows something about you, EVERYONE is church knows something about you. and my family knows nuts about this blog. hmm.. what should i do? what should i do?
am i overreacting here? pls tell me i'm not. *cold sweat*. ah well, maybe i should just ignore that and continue doing what i do; write whatever and pretend no one cares what i wrote coz it's all crap. most of them anyway. ppl do give show some level of interest when i write about my *ahem* love life. which is non-existent at the moment. haha.
186^arch♥byz
