My so-called one-sided conversation with you

Well I don't think you read my blog. I mean I've never mentioned anything on this to you before. And I don't think you'll actually google "archobyz" out of curiosity after that Skype session. You probably don't even remember that chat. Anyways, I know I did say that I just want to have fun and I'm not looking for anything serious at the moment. But time has passed and right now, I don't really feel that way anymore. While I'm still not sure if I actually wanted a full-blown "real" relationship with all the titles and whatnots at the moment, I don't think I can handle being in a somewhat 3-way mega complicated situation. I just don't have what it takes to be in that position. And I shouldn't compromise my happiness and well-being by taking part in something that may eventually leave me in pieces. Your actions for the past few weeks sort of showed that it's unlikely we feel the same way now so I guess I have no choice but to wait till we have a chance to talk things through properly. So for now, I shall continue to not make contact. If you care enough, you'll make the first move (again).