i gave my heart to you and you crushed it with all your might. the things you did to hurt me... i trusted a monster.

as much as i hate you for the things you did, i hate myself even more for all the excuses i told myself, defending your actions.

it doesn't matter to you how much i'm hurting inside because once you've closed the door, i am nothing but a piece of trash you've discarded.

you said you still care for me.

the truth is, you only care for yourself.